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LIFE IS HARD

Difficult Some days are easy but in most times life is just Difficult. Yesterday and today were just those. Let me just say that when dealing with people in general life is Stressful. But some people just get under your skin and all you want to do is scream. That was me today. I don't understand how someone can just under your skin and you just feel so ill over the situation. I don't understand sometimes. the slamming of doors all throughout the night the rudeness that comes from someone who just wants you to feel sorry for them because its the only way that they know how to get attention. Just I dont understand. but i guess its not for me to understand. I mean understanding difficult situations is just whaat we need to just sit back and learn how to deal with it.

No communication

 You no why I never the first one to communicate it's because I see you online and you don't respond or I called you and you just told me I'm so sorry I don't talk to text you or do I have for a different on Facebook I don't know what's going on about your son but what I do know is I've been focusing on what I have to do and if friends or family can't understand what I'm doing for myself and I guess it's just hard for me not to have Facebook so I'm sorry what if you do like I'm not communicating correctly but in my mind I figured that from one you're not going to put food in my stomach too they're not here nor do I have a place to go with because I'm 3 weeks I could possibly be back in jail for another technical violation do you understand what if I go back to jail I'm going to prison for 10 years I'm not trying to go I'm not you're actually doing good I'm doing what I'm but I'm meaning to do is to